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now playing: especially for you by MYMP.
hey all
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oh like wtf! i'm crying..again? shyt..bencik nar mek aiee..haih~ why must i cry? nya bukan ktk pun gik meeza..why shud u cry? pfft~ it's all because of the song la..o god..pahal la mek pegi bukak lagu tok tekk..waaa~ sedeh kedirik dh kmk tok..be calm meeza..be calm! jgn d kenang gilak nya.. nya mok pegi dh ya..let him go..nya nk pegi blaja x lmk gik ya..u shud miss him as a afrend jak..jgn sbb last nyte ktk rasa ktk balit ngan nya..no no no no no! big mistake if ktk fikir gya za..a very huge mistake! oh frends and cousin, i need all of u ryte now..i'm having a crisis(kinda) again..i dowant to be alone..i have no friend here back in miri..like wtf? rasa kdk pendatang asing jak ba..arghh! i wanna pindah from here pls daddy..x sanggup mek diam ctok..banyak gilak dugaan anak ktk diam ctok..mun d kl xda org tauk ngan kmk...i can do wtv i want..waaa~ why must kta pindah ctok balit????? arghh! dis is why i don't like to fall in love..haih! sakit lalu ba..why meeza? why? hmmm..sik jerak punya perempuan! haih~ bencik mek ba mun mek dh start ngerepak kdk tok..lamak la mek nk berenti nangis tok..shyt..i need someone to hug! please! o god..do gimme strength to face all d problems! i hope i'll be fine.. *finger cross*
why should i suffer in relationship o? i mean bukan nok tok ajak la..my previous relationship pun like paloi ba..bencik mek..haih~ mek ada *love jinx* kali o? ya la mala jak jd mcm tok..hrmm..why oh why? tok mesti badi keta merah d luar ya kali..hah! apa ka? xda kenak mengenak lalu..ngok ngek meeza tok..but bukan love supposed to be fun ka, happpy, senyum slalu..arghh..malas mek nk fikir gik ehh..but seriously, dlm banyak2 relationship mek, i think this is the toughest problem mek pernah kenak..haih~ i mean..before tok, if mek break up pun xda la terok gilak like dis..senyum2, tetak2 gik adala..hmm..ngan nok sorg tok? kdk org gila ada jak asa..maybe mek mena2 syg ktk oo? eheh..one lucky guy..erk? consider lucky ka? ntah la..xmek tauk..unlucky ada juak kali..ahha..terpulangg~ dh la mek tok susah ada jak nk syg ngan org..haih! wth..dh syg mena mena jd mcm tok gik..hmmm..xpa2..dugaan hidup zaaa..dugaan hidup..senyum jak lah..p dlm ati sapa tauk ooo? heh~ mls mek nk cerita..biar kmk jak tauk..hehe..be strong za..be strong! :) ahhhh~ be strong, be strong juak..kdg kdg pandey juak jealous tgk org lain..haha! but it doesn't mean dat i'm desperate or what..oh purhlease! it's just a jealous la like ada org syg ngan nya..ahhh~ wth..banyak gik org syg mek ba..haha..i can live my life happily..oh god..all of sudden, mek rindu nya balit..hmmm..coba la udah gik nangis meezaaa..ada jadi kassim selamat klak oi! susah gik klak..edehhh~ dramatic nar juak mek tok ehhh...
..................i have a wish :)........................
..i wish dat ********************************************************************************************************************************....
*amin*
for u mr u-know-who-u-are, study hard klak and jgn lupak kmk k? mun ktk lupak mek, mek potong rambut ktk..hahaha..apa ka..ahaha..ohhh..and, hmm..nvm la..one day klak mek berik tauk ktk..harap mek sempat jakk..wtv happens kn, mek still syg ktk..x kira la, as a kwn ka..lebih dr kwn ka..and i'm sooooo glad i met someone like u..berani and kinda matured at ur age..oh btw, ur friends kinda cool too..it's true ok! mek bukan tulis sbb mok mengampu jakk..heee~ reminds me of my friends back in kL. :) comel comel..i wish a had a bunch of friends like them kat miri tok..cheh~ apa ka..ahha..wth..berangan..heee~ eh, can what! ask my frend from kl dtg holiday ctok..mesti cool kn? oh yes yess~ keep in mind..hantar proposal ngan cdak klak..hahaha..ngerepak benda lain dh kmk tok..hahaha..oh well, my eyes dh pedih tok..ngantok plus sakit sbb nangis tekk..cisss..luckily my hidong x gatal..ahhah..jahat hidong tok ehh..kaco jak tang ada gatal2 mlm tdkk..hahaha..wth..out of topic again..haha..so ok la..toodles reader~ nyte nyte and sleep tight!
....................i have a wish again!...................
i wish dat the lord gimme strength to lead my life as simple as possible.
and..
i love u mr u-know-who-u-are.
:)
♥,
meeza
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