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heyho~
=))
it's been a while kn i xpost apa2? *serious blog* hoho..i know u guys miss me eh, i mean the blog kn? heee~ yea yea..me miss u too baa..susah lalu xda line internet kt rumah ba..ada line but den x steady gilak la..hoho..BOOOORING! so, apa mok d tulis tok oo?? hmm~ i have so much to say ba..but den which one to start first?? dis one or dat one? hmmmm~~
nvm la..lemme start with my bbee pun cita la..heee~ :D
sooooo, my bbee dh pegi kchg yesterday..i was left *alone* in myy now..huhu..so sedeh baa! nya pegi cnun, mek takut! takut nya carik empuan lain ba..hmmm~ but i always ingat kn myself..if he's meant for me, he will not pegi cney2..jaoh-jaoh ney nya pegi, nya akan balit ngan kmk juak..aminnn~ mudahan juak la he's my u-know-what in the future klak kn..heee~mesti la i'm hoping for the best but mls la mok cita awl2..klak x jd, lain gik jadi nk? sedeh lalu la akuuu! huhu..wtv happens, i'm hoping for the best la..still hoping oohhh? heee~ as i always said to him, wtevr happens..mek syg nya lalu.. :D
secondly(haha..like buat essay pulang ko..hee~) cita dis saturday..hoho..can't wait la! mau tau mok pegi cney ka? just wait and see lahh~ mls mok cita..suprise!! heeee~
oh, i just remeber kn? mek belom sambung cita mek gik..cita the new girl in town..kn? kn? kn? hohoho..later la mek sambung gik, if mek rajin la..heee~ sementara d brunei tok, BLOGGING jak la..sementara ada line 24hrs tok..huhu.. :))
me miss u so much bbee! mwah!
♥,
meeza
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| Miss Shammy ♥ 21:35 |
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u r leaving me, in 1 hour time.
boleh x if mek pdh jgn pegi?
mek takut ktk pegi.
mek sure lalu ktk tauk knk mek takut ktk pegi kn?
jgn pegi :(
i wish i have the power to stop u from going ba.
x sanggup mek.
marek pun ktk dh tgk gney mek xmok suroh ktk balit kn?
sedeh mek bbee.
iloveusomuch.
:((
and mek bencik empuan ya.
chibai nya.
♥,
meeza
mek suka nama nok ktk berik mlm tdk :)
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| Miss Shammy ♥ 19:35 |
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hye all~
:((
hermm..so, today is my last day of exam..wuhu! what a joy! but den, i'm sad actually..i mean, meaning nya mok pegi dh x lmk gik..can i like pdh, jgn pegi? jgn tinggalkn kmk? please! mek xmok ktk tinggalkn kmk ba.. ;( xtauk mek gney nk survive klak mun ktk xda..x sanggup mek ktk xda..ktk pegi dlm masa 6 hari gik..mek harap mek dpt spent time ngan ktk puas2 before ktk pegi..k k? jgn pdh mek x inform ktk awl..psl mlm tdk, haih~ can we just like live our last few days together happily? boleh kn? x susah permintaan mek tok..xmok mek ktk sedeh2..balit ctok ktk klak..supposed kmk la yg sedeh sbb ktk mok tinggalkn kmk kat ctok..dh k? jgn sedeh2..if ktk dtg miri, mek janji mek agak ktk..CONFIRM! mun x pun, ney tauk nk mek agak ktk cnun ka? hmmm..esok kta kluar kn? x sabar mek nk jumpa ktk..lmk dh kta x kluar sama..ok, tok mek ngakuk la salah mek..mek busy gilak ngan exam mek semua sampey xda masa mok jumpa ktk..but don't u ever2 rasa dat kmk x kesah ktk d ctok..eventho mek x kluar ngan ktk x bermakna mek x kesah ktk kat ctok ko..jgn ever2 ktk pikir gya..x suka mek..yea, i know ktk ada hak marah kmk but bukan salah mek..klak ktk jadi student ktk merasa ba..
hmm~ x tauk mek ko..everytime mek ingat ktk nektok, mek pandey nangis kedirik..everything nk d polah mek, mesti mek ingat ktk..tauk ktk gney cara mek xmok sedeh gilak? mek pakey brg ktk..biar la org pelik tgk mek pakey benda ya ngan baju tdo ka apa..xmek duli..mek asa ngan cara ya jak mek rasa dkat ngan ktk..if ktk pdh gambar, jgn cita la..mmg benda ya jak d tangga mek eventho nya d printed atas kertas beysa..mek xmok ba ktk ilang gya jak..mek asa mcm ntah la..happy lalu2 mek mun ngan ktk..ya mek pdh ktk tok lain dr yg lain..special skit..even ktk ada *bad side* mek still tutup mata jak..xtauk mek pahal..u must be really2 special in my heart..hmmm~ mek harap ktk x lupak mek dh ktk sampey cnun klak..hmmmm~
=((
♥ mek SAYANG ktk! ♥
mwahhhh!!!!
♥,
meeza
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| Miss Shammy ♥ 10:44 |
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hey all~
=))
hmm..last weekend was ok kot..hahha..ok la..i met my syg leyna..wuhuhu! ketemuan jua kta ya?? hohho..she bwk me pegi Jom mkn2..heee~ ramey org oi! hahaha..gila ehh..dh la panas..but den ok la..cuci mata juakk..hahahaha..ngek mena..dh la ptg kluar, mlm kluar juak..pegi cya gik..hahah..ya mena mcm org xda exam..ahhaha..bukan apa ba..stress~ so enjoy kn dirik skejap laa..heheh..
malas mok type dh..
few pictures from d day..
:))
me.leyna.farah.lynn
kami farah *kawan baru* :) si manis dan si lembut 
haha..mcm org xda exam hoo?? ahahhaa..ngek ngekk..
♥,
meeza
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| Miss Shammy ♥ 12:20 |
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hey all~
=)
errmmm..aaaa..mek lupak ba mok wish bpk mek father's day riya.. =.=
haih~
bad daughter la mek tokk..
hmm..
sorry~
nvm la..mek wish nya kat ctok jak..heee~
Happy BELATED Father's Day bpk! Thank u for everything haaa! and thanx for the new laptop..i LOVE LOVE LOVE it! maksehhh!!
 ya nya bpk mekk..heee~
:))
♥,
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| Miss Shammy ♥ 17:26 |
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hye all~
=S
I'M CONFUSED!
HELLLLPPP!
ok, u wanna noe why i'm confused? ok, lemme tell u..haih!
hmm..i donno why but den, lately, my heart and mind was thinking(apart from the finals, of course) about us..if u know me well then u will know who the heck is US..hmm..yeah, back to the story..my brain was like kept saying dat he's THE ONE..haih! i know it's too early for me to make those kind of assumption but my heart just like really2 *into* him ba..i know it’s sound scary to u(in case u read dis) but i just can’t help it..it’s not like i didn’t try to forget him but, heh~ useless ba all my work..cheh! hermm sebab i feel he’s d one? ok, sbb i was trying really2 hard to forget him, and everything but it doesn't seems work; at all! haih! Everything i do mmg akan teringat nya ba..i know it’s sound normal for a couple yg baruk break but i feel so different..really! and then, when i meet a new guy kn, i will start comparing him with the new guy the moment i knew the guys name..how creepy is dat? Really2 creppy..it’s creeping me out oi! It’s not like i don’t like the feeling or insticnt, i LIKE it very much, it’s just dat, don’t u think it’s to early for me to make any assumption..i mean, i’m just 19 yrs old ba..bukan nya matured gilak pun..hmmm..tok bok love struck(aih? Mena ndak jargon d pakey tok? Aih~ mana2 la) i’m just afraid & dowant to get hurt for the second time..enuff la for the first time..my days are like hell in the world man~ if u x cyk, u go ask my frends, jura, and my little brother..haih~ xmok mek mkn ati berulam jantung gik ko..sakit tauk x? Hmmm..but now, actually i like the way our relationship growing la..hmm..i mean, we were like before...laughing at stupid jokes, kinda flirting..cerita about future..ahha..funny la but at the same time sedeh juak la because i know i can’t kacau him bila nya dh kat kchg klak as much as i kacau him now..can u please don’t go? Haih~ but i understand la..u have to go study sbb u said for the sake of *us*..i hope so..heh..nowadays, i like the way u talk la..very matured..that’s good..hehe..perasan x we always talk the same topic everynite? Haha..mcm confirm2 jak oo? Amin~ jak la..hehe..mudah mudahan menjadi satu hari klak..hoho..ok che’ yam?
and yea, another reason why i think dat he’s the one because everytime i feel down and feel like shyt, he’ll be there for me..seriously..mcm chomel la kn? Hehe..but ya lah..i dowant to have any hope or anything dolok because anything can happen ba when we are berjauhan..so, cross ur finger jak la he won’t be naughty.. :]
hmmm..i know ktk akan marah dgn post mek tok jura but den, mek xpat ko..nang mcm ya la rasa kmk ngan nya..mcm ktk dgn clark kent ktk ya..nang xpat d ubah2 gik eh UNLESS someone’s better dtg curi my heart(chewahh!!!) sorry jura if ktk marah ngan post mek tok..
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| Miss Shammy ♥ 10:19 |
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hey all~
=)
it's been a long time eh? ahha..i'm coming back? no lah..belom dpt blog gilak mek tok..gik prepare for final next week..so i think i'll be away(as in lyke tidak menulis apa2 blog) for 2 weeks..hoho..don't miss me so much ok? hee~ mwah! syg my ktk btw..ngee~ :)
♥,
meeza
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